“it meant nothing?”
that’s like saying
when a fisherman
grasps a net with determination,
it was simply for his own enjoyment.
When a comedian
stays up writing
fuelling their jokes with insecurity
it’s simply for the fame.
When an actor
reherses, relentlessly, restlessly, repeatedly
it’s all for the camera.
When a doctor
stays awake
for a twenty-three hour surgery
to save a single life
it’s all for the money.
so I’m sorry for not believeing you,
but as humans,
we only put effort into our passions.
I really dont want to believe
that those hugs,
those kisses,
our laughs,
were all because you felt a little lonley.
~never wanted to be more wrong
