perfectionist

I’ve always stepped across,

boxes packed tightly,

stairs hoovered neatly,

with my growing legs,

I trip over each step,

There is no room for growth

How could you not know?

you’re onlt small,

So we will not teach you

just make no mistakes

when the time comes.

“for we did it all, at age thirteen:

8 hours studies, juggling four jobs,

Reading five books, spending hours

outside and we never missed a bedtime”

Yet where did it get you?

And so over time,

I subsided to Procrustes tortures,

Got better at lies,

streched out my arms

Cut off my legs

But your table is always changing

Now I’ve grown up

I made my decisions

But you ask why I struggle with

appearance

Always too short,

Why are you streched ?

That’s not the way

You were meant to expand…

So Miss, when you say

“stop rewriting, it doesn’t have to be

perfect”

I’m just showing my gratitude

for their imperfect love.

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